There're two types of waiting. There's the one where you know what you're waiting for is coming sooner or later. Perhaps like a train, a bus, your food order. And then there's the waiting for something you don't know if it's coming. You don't even know what exactly is it, but you're hoping for it. You're imaging it and living your life with it. That's the kind of waiting that's making a fist in my heart.