Sabrina Ng

Everyone thinks you make mistakes when you're young. But I don't think we make any fewer when we're grown up. - Jodi Picoult Always follow your heart. Your mind might know what's best, but your heart is never wrong. Second was second for a reason.  'This is the point where we realised that no matter what grandeur and good the future may have held for us, it could never take back the cowardice and apathy that I had seen before. You could forgive, but you can never forget, and in not being able to forget, you would always see a different person. Everyone messes up, we are taught to forgive, but you realised even if you had done so, you were indifferent. Sometimes letting go of someone means putting an end to a one-sided fight. And when you can recognise it as that, everything becomes easier. Letting go does't mean that all of the good goes away. I know you're not a bad person; in fact, I still think you're wonderful. This story has ended. There...

Sometimes I do get reminded of pursuing my dreams of being an air stewardess, but not everything is able to fit into my life's timeline for now, & the furthest I could ever go is to leave it be as a dream, while I donned on this (SQ-liked) Kaleido Dress. Likewise, probably having a much needed getaway ever since before JC started will also be left as a dream. People can be really selfish, but I'll still do so much for all these people till the end. It's not exactly finals finals that are tormenting, but it's the surroundings rather. Anywhere, everywhere, as long as your head be turning, there are bound to be humans studying. This stressful aura can really be quite detrimental. It makes studying even worst lol. How can people burn midnight oil and just continue function the next day without any sleep?:o I wish I could to.  But nah, my body clock is normal, too normal to be true. I sleep really early in comparison to my roomies and wake up very early too!...

Find something that anchors you. Something that keeps you looking forward. One more month and I'll be so done with the first semester whoops finally. HSS & Hall Welfare Pack are coming in, but this only means nothing but bringing us one step closer to doomsday. Can I say that the HSS Biz Mag really up there, they got hoyu/ hair dyes (for those really stressed up with white hair haha) sponsors & chewy junior for us?? Go get your HSS Welfare Pack tmr!! It's the last day(: Got mini panic attack right up in the morning today, realising there's so many things to study for till I don't wanna study anymore ): I don't even know where to start. This stress level is slowly taking it's peak overtime. Emotional stress/ tiredness & piles of lost work with no idea where to start from, really adds on to the stress from this competitive aura. I THINK I'M NOT CUT OUT FOR SCHOOL. hahah. Time's really passing way too fast as we grow older each day. FINALS...

I promised once I got my hands on my new macbook, I would try my best to write consistently. Writing; that's the only platform where I can truly express what I really feel. There are people who have asked and wondered. It has been an issue that have been bugging me at times. I usually just give a passing remark, but maybe it's time to state it down.  Being partly in this field of modelling and pageants (HSS, MSBP, MAPW) , isn't all about glamour and fancy stuff.  No, it isn't as easy and fun as what it looks like. People don't understand. I wish they could put themselves in these shoes. It has its pains and sacrifices that I've got to bear, every industry has. They don't see the things we go through behind the scenes. It's not about fun ALL THE TIME, I'm put in fixes too, but it's about doing your job. It's not easy, there's hard work. When you gain some, you lose some. Yes, I've gained enriching journeys, but I've lost q...

After a bad week at school, which I ended up attending only 1hour tutorial out of my entire week's tutorials and lectures.... it's time for some update after spending much of the time not attending today's tutorial on.. (here goes) You can't go anywhere without risk. Everyday's a risk anyway. Fear doesn't shut you down, it wakes you up People are so full of negative self-talk, they never know how to take it in the positive spin. It's not gonna be easy trying to convince oneself from the positive spin, but it's at least that's less detrimental for the soul (I hope). Probably like all other humans, it's time to learn to take everything in the positive spin, & perhaps life would be so much better. I've never done it before- It's an opportunity to learn something It's too complicated- I'll take it up form another perspective There's no way this will work- I will learn to make it work It's too radical to chan...

If you're my friend, you'd have known that I've changed my hair colour for the umpteen time. This time round I had it done at Jeric Salon @Ion Orchard! I was excited at how the outcome would be yet worried if the colour goes wrong. I gave the hairstylist a rough idea that I was going for a darker shade, and decided to leave the rest in their hands!(i'm sorry i don't have pics at the salon, cause their service was very much relaxing) And so, after 3+hours spent at the salon...I walked out in love with my new hair colour! Finally a change from my previous blonish-brown hair colour a month+ ago. (This is how flattering my hair looks even days after the colour had settled)  It's really important that we picked the right hair colour base on our skin tone and the texture of our hair. My previous blonish-brown made my hair looked even more dry than what it already was. Do head down to Jeric Salon to check out their different services avai...

Slowly but surely things are starting to settle down and fall into place hopefully. You'll always be running laps in my head. Never understood how it feels like to miss out an important date subconsciously. But I finally understood how it feels like. Yeap so being a very much great daughter, who's been so caught up with school and everything else, wishing my mom HB slipped my mind. As much as we already did have a mini celebration a day bfr the actual one, missing out on the well-wishes on the actual day, honestly makes me feel terrible. But hb to the most sacrificial mom, and I'll always love you till the end of time. Thank you for everything thus far, from pampering me lately with endless new clothes, whipping up my favourite dishes each time I could get back home for meals just because you hardly see me, (even offering to bring home cooked food to me when I'm so far away from home) to your naggings. I don't think you'll ever get to see this, either am I  real...